Shits been pretty fucked up lately.
I don't know what to do, or say.
I'm just in the middle.
I care about the both of you.
Just know,
Things can't be the same, I can feel it.
To brush off the bullshit for right now,
I've learned alot from it.
I've finally got to complete my happiness.
I'm so thankful &Blessed to have you.
Another day,
5 days left of break.
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Saturday, March 28, 2009
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Santa Monica Pier
It was totes amaze. It's just what I needed today, and probably for the rest of my spring break. Today was totally random and spontaneous. I just woke up and was just like thinking in my head "fuck, I need to go somewhere, I need to get out of here, I need to be away, Where do I go!?!". So I called up Aaron Jordan asking where is a good place to just chill, walk around, but is like nice, and he said Seaport Village or Balboa Park. But he told me to call Rey because he seems to know alot of good places. I did what he told me, and called him. Rey said Seaport Village, blah blah blah. Then I told him that I wanted it kind of far, no more than 2 hours though, so he said Santa Monica Pier. It caught my mind because he said it was like a little amusement park and it had rides, and was by the beach. So I called Jesse, and Shabam! It was a date. Just getting out of Temecula/Murrieta with my boyfriend and driving long ways (+traffic) to Santa Monica Pier. Getting there around 4 something and looking around. The pier was totes beauts fasheez! There were alot of great performers, artists, and plenty of people taking pictures and fishing. We walked around then we went on the baby rollercoaster, and I was being a little bitch about it. Haha, yeah... ask him. After that, we went back to the pier, walked it like 82375293 times, and took totes cutes pictures. I'll post them up on here when he uploads them. His camera is nice.
It was also pretty romantic, I thought, because we saw the Sunset...like literally. The sun was so beautiful. It was high in the sky, then all of a sudden it dropped near the horizon, turning all yellow and whatnot. It went down so fast, it was so fascinating. Haha, yeah. After the sunset and taking countless pictures, we left and got some coffee at The Coffee Bean. It wasn't that great of a cup of coffee, but it was alright.
After that cup of coffee, we went to the arcade and played a game of air hockey it was fun. I beat his ass. Well, not neccessarily, I kind of cheated. Haha, we were actually tied. Then we played Time Crisis, or something. That shooting game. Then we visited my Cousin's house in Torrance.
When we got to my cousin's house, we had dinner there. I didn't feel like spending that much money (even though my mom gave it to me to spend today since my sister's in Fontana, shopping). After dinner, Joyce, Jesse, and I went to go get some Mexican Candies. Everything was closed, but thankfully a Mexican Grocery Store was still open so we got a shit load of Mexican Candy and Jello ('cos Jesse and I are gonna make jello tomorrow, well try to atleast). Then after getting that, we headed back to her house and I said 'Bye' to my aunt and uncle.
Today was fun, unexpected, and just plain awesome!
Thanks baby for coming.
Good night shabloopyblooperzZz.
It was also pretty romantic, I thought, because we saw the Sunset...like literally. The sun was so beautiful. It was high in the sky, then all of a sudden it dropped near the horizon, turning all yellow and whatnot. It went down so fast, it was so fascinating. Haha, yeah. After the sunset and taking countless pictures, we left and got some coffee at The Coffee Bean. It wasn't that great of a cup of coffee, but it was alright.
After that cup of coffee, we went to the arcade and played a game of air hockey it was fun. I beat his ass. Well, not neccessarily, I kind of cheated. Haha, we were actually tied. Then we played Time Crisis, or something. That shooting game. Then we visited my Cousin's house in Torrance.
When we got to my cousin's house, we had dinner there. I didn't feel like spending that much money (even though my mom gave it to me to spend today since my sister's in Fontana, shopping). After dinner, Joyce, Jesse, and I went to go get some Mexican Candies. Everything was closed, but thankfully a Mexican Grocery Store was still open so we got a shit load of Mexican Candy and Jello ('cos Jesse and I are gonna make jello tomorrow, well try to atleast). Then after getting that, we headed back to her house and I said 'Bye' to my aunt and uncle.
Today was fun, unexpected, and just plain awesome!
Thanks baby for coming.
Good night shabloopyblooperzZz.
Spring Break.
Spring Break has been pretty chill so far (: Spent all of it hanging out with Jesse, and it's been pretty amazing!
It's weird today, 'cos the past 2 days he came over like at 8 in the morning. But today, it's 10:14 and he's not here ): . Haha, It's alright though, I'll probs see him lates.
Well again, I don't know what to blog about again.
I'll figure this out later.......
Peace it niggy's!
Hahahaaa,
"shut the fuck up before I fuck it"
hahahahahahahahaha, okay bye!
It's weird today, 'cos the past 2 days he came over like at 8 in the morning. But today, it's 10:14 and he's not here ): . Haha, It's alright though, I'll probs see him lates.
Well again, I don't know what to blog about again.
I'll figure this out later.......
Peace it niggy's!
Hahahaaa,
"shut the fuck up before I fuck it"
hahahahahahahahaha, okay bye!
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Monday, March 16, 2009
so I feel like i've been looking at this compose screen for a long time. Figuring out titles for blogs are crazy hard.... sort of. Ha!
Dude, time is passing by so fast. It's a good thing, 'cos graduation will be here before I even know it. WOOO. But at the same time, I really wish it would slow down a couple of hours, or days, or weeks, 'cos then the faster time passes, the less time I will soon have with you.
i still don't have a title.
It's okay.
Dude, time is passing by so fast. It's a good thing, 'cos graduation will be here before I even know it. WOOO. But at the same time, I really wish it would slow down a couple of hours, or days, or weeks, 'cos then the faster time passes, the less time I will soon have with you.
i still don't have a title.
It's okay.
Sunday, March 8, 2009
thankful
So it's sunday, 1:00 PM.
Yeah. :P I feel like this blog might probably be one of the longest i've ever made. Shit! But probably worth reading?? If I have readers... Hahah! Since i'm not doing anything, I decided to blog?? stuuuuuups, I am already bloggagging. Haha.
On the serious note:
I don't think I've ever felt this good or happy, &it's an amazing feeling. I don't want to fuck things up.
As I was painting my nails earlier, I was just thinking about shit. But then again, I'm always thinking about something. &I'm beginning (well no, not BEGINNING, but you know.. haha) to realize that I have soo many wonderful things happening to me. I'm graduating in less than 3 months. About 4 years ago, I was like gotdamnnn... high school is gonna take forever! but that's a lie. It scares me, 'cos time is just flying by, like literally! I don't know if that's a bad thing, or a good thing. But since i'm the type of person that always has that "The glass is half way full" mentality, I know, just know that it's good.
Other than high school, my friends are absolutely great. My Japan friends, I know that when high school is over, we're still gonna be together. no matter what. It's been 6+ years with them, &we're still going strong. My REAL friends, Joy & Fran. They simply make my senior year. &The other homies, they know who they are... They keep me sane, even though i'm insane and crazy and weird. Haha, everything is just so chill, drama free, and fun. Family... even though we're kind of on a rocky road the past few months. We're still in this "family" thing together. &it's pretty good so far, too.
iCON! After moving from Japan, I never would of expected myself to turn out into a dancer, hiphop dancer to be exact. It's cool, the girls are great &have so much ahead of them. We're not just a dance team, we're a fucking family. Come watch us, we're pretty SICK.
Last but not least,
I'm thankful to have an amazing boyfriend. Jesse is someone I seriously, would NEVER have thought to be with. Our one month is this Friday, wow. One month. I swear, to me, feels longer than that. I love spending my time with him, &that's different for me. I usually don't like seeing that person all the time. But with him, I miss him whenever he's not by my side. I don't want to seem like a sappy ass. Haha! but it is what it is. He tells me that i'm perfect. But really, he is. He proved me wrong when I said that all guys are fucking dicks, assholes, and jerks. Jesse's different. He's the one I can be incredibly weird to &he won't really be like WHATTHEFUCK!!! Hhaha well sometimes maybe, I dont know, dont know, I dont know!, Haha. You may not get it, but whatevs! I do! Haha. The simple things we do, hang out, watch movies &whatnot, is actually super fun. if he were to read this, he'd probably be like "totes CORNS!!!" hahahaha. But there's no other way to say it, than how I'm already saying it. 'Cos I don't say shit like that :P So it's all pretty new to me. I just know that, what we have is something I want to keep for quite sometime. &whatever you choose to do, Fresno State, MSJC, fuck I don't know. I got you. &I know it's not for another while, but I just wanted to vent it out &let you know: It will work out, we'll find a way. :) This could be longer, but I'd rather keep it quiet and a mystery to what else I have to say. Just thank you for everything, baby.
I didn't fall for you, You helped me get back onto my feet.
Yeah. :P I feel like this blog might probably be one of the longest i've ever made. Shit! But probably worth reading?? If I have readers... Hahah! Since i'm not doing anything, I decided to blog?? stuuuuuups, I am already bloggagging. Haha.
On the serious note:
I don't think I've ever felt this good or happy, &it's an amazing feeling. I don't want to fuck things up.
As I was painting my nails earlier, I was just thinking about shit. But then again, I'm always thinking about something. &I'm beginning (well no, not BEGINNING, but you know.. haha) to realize that I have soo many wonderful things happening to me. I'm graduating in less than 3 months. About 4 years ago, I was like gotdamnnn... high school is gonna take forever! but that's a lie. It scares me, 'cos time is just flying by, like literally! I don't know if that's a bad thing, or a good thing. But since i'm the type of person that always has that "The glass is half way full" mentality, I know, just know that it's good.
Other than high school, my friends are absolutely great. My Japan friends, I know that when high school is over, we're still gonna be together. no matter what. It's been 6+ years with them, &we're still going strong. My REAL friends, Joy & Fran. They simply make my senior year. &The other homies, they know who they are... They keep me sane, even though i'm insane and crazy and weird. Haha, everything is just so chill, drama free, and fun. Family... even though we're kind of on a rocky road the past few months. We're still in this "family" thing together. &it's pretty good so far, too.
iCON! After moving from Japan, I never would of expected myself to turn out into a dancer, hiphop dancer to be exact. It's cool, the girls are great &have so much ahead of them. We're not just a dance team, we're a fucking family. Come watch us, we're pretty SICK.
Last but not least,
I'm thankful to have an amazing boyfriend. Jesse is someone I seriously, would NEVER have thought to be with. Our one month is this Friday, wow. One month. I swear, to me, feels longer than that. I love spending my time with him, &that's different for me. I usually don't like seeing that person all the time. But with him, I miss him whenever he's not by my side. I don't want to seem like a sappy ass. Haha! but it is what it is. He tells me that i'm perfect. But really, he is. He proved me wrong when I said that all guys are fucking dicks, assholes, and jerks. Jesse's different. He's the one I can be incredibly weird to &he won't really be like WHATTHEFUCK!!! Hhaha well sometimes maybe, I dont know, dont know, I dont know!, Haha. You may not get it, but whatevs! I do! Haha. The simple things we do, hang out, watch movies &whatnot, is actually super fun. if he were to read this, he'd probably be like "totes CORNS!!!" hahahaha. But there's no other way to say it, than how I'm already saying it. 'Cos I don't say shit like that :P So it's all pretty new to me. I just know that, what we have is something I want to keep for quite sometime. &whatever you choose to do, Fresno State, MSJC, fuck I don't know. I got you. &I know it's not for another while, but I just wanted to vent it out &let you know: It will work out, we'll find a way. :) This could be longer, but I'd rather keep it quiet and a mystery to what else I have to say. Just thank you for everything, baby.
I didn't fall for you, You helped me get back onto my feet.
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
My second blog, WOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
Wow, I actually think this thing is pretty coooooooool.
Guess where I'm at?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!! :D :D :D
at FRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN'S HOUSE!
okay..... what to blog about...
RECAP!
TUESDAY....awww,, it's only tuesday -___-
well.... we had Rival Schools this day. It was prettty fun, yeyeyeye. But sucked at the same time. It's beginning to be like really stupid. After school Francis and I were so hunger, so we went to his house, had some lasagna. Then "i somehow fell asleep". Then met up at the parking lot of Chap infront of the gym. Then got readz for rivals. Then I saw my Japonggg Praaangs. Like my ateh D, then Carl, then JACQUIII and ALEXxXisSSs! Paul was sort of exicted.... cos of his STI! hahahahah jk. but seriously. okay anyway, then I seee my Boyyyfriend (: . Blah blah blah, teams went up then iCONwent up and everyone cheered and stuff. Was prettty dopeness when we performs. SO yeah. Then after Rival Schools... we headed to IN & OUT as usual. I felt disgs cos I felts like I was gonna throw up or something. Then just chillled there, then at the end-ish of the night... our friend RICHIE fucking sniffed sugar....what a thug man. It sure made Coty's night. Then....... blah blah, went outside, then like.... these people were bucking or something.. or krumping? I can't really tell the difference??? but yeah then this one black guy was like getting all kinds of into it. sayin shit like "NIGGA, DON'T BE CALLIN ME OUT NIGGA, DANCE ... blahblah..NIGGA!"it was sorts of funny. Then yeah....
...went home...
.. talk to Jesse on the phone for like a couple, then uhh. I knocked out.
okay.
that was
B O R I N G
bye chachings.
-JAST!
Guess where I'm at?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!! :D :D :D
at FRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN'S HOUSE!
okay..... what to blog about...
RECAP!
TUESDAY....awww,, it's only tuesday -___-
well.... we had Rival Schools this day. It was prettty fun, yeyeyeye. But sucked at the same time. It's beginning to be like really stupid. After school Francis and I were so hunger, so we went to his house, had some lasagna. Then "i somehow fell asleep". Then met up at the parking lot of Chap infront of the gym. Then got readz for rivals. Then I saw my Japonggg Praaangs. Like my ateh D, then Carl, then JACQUIII and ALEXxXisSSs! Paul was sort of exicted.... cos of his STI! hahahahah jk. but seriously. okay anyway, then I seee my Boyyyfriend (: . Blah blah blah, teams went up then iCONwent up and everyone cheered and stuff. Was prettty dopeness when we performs. SO yeah. Then after Rival Schools... we headed to IN & OUT as usual. I felt disgs cos I felts like I was gonna throw up or something. Then just chillled there, then at the end-ish of the night... our friend RICHIE fucking sniffed sugar....what a thug man. It sure made Coty's night. Then....... blah blah, went outside, then like.... these people were bucking or something.. or krumping? I can't really tell the difference??? but yeah then this one black guy was like getting all kinds of into it. sayin shit like "NIGGA, DON'T BE CALLIN ME OUT NIGGA, DANCE ... blahblah..NIGGA!"it was sorts of funny. Then yeah....
...went home...
.. talk to Jesse on the phone for like a couple, then uhh. I knocked out.
okay.
that was
B O R I N G
bye chachings.
-JAST!
Monday, March 2, 2009
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