Summmmmmmmmmer.

chilllin'

summer, mmm.

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This is it.

Dear Diary,


Just before I forget to do this the night before graduation, just thought I should do this right now while I can. For the thought of graduation and everything is quite overwhelming and I've been an emotional wreck (just hiding it pretty darn good), and I would just like to put this out there (:

Although I didn't do quite as well as I should've done the past 3-4 years, I can truly say it's been great and that I'm so greatful of how things ended up.


REAL FRIENDS.
To my Real friends, Thank you so much for a wonderful last year in high school. Even if I hated this school with a passion, you guys made it so much fun. Our stupid inside jokes, hanging out at the "real friends house", real friends bed, from relationship problems to actually having one of the two most important people in my life like each other, to stoops drama, we're still strong. I don't want that type of friendship we're we get all kinds of close, then start drifting away from each other. Our friendship is something that I actually want to hold on to. Please keep in touch. Francis Fontillas: My little little brother, ma ha ha, You you you my real friend is quite the loser (: Thank you for the delicious funnel/pancake you made, haha. I would still like to try it from Knotts or something. Well anyways, you always catch me at my stupidest or weirdest. But it's okay, y'know. I would just like to tell you, never give up and lose hope. Time is a bitch, and may be against you for a while, but happiness will catch up with you someday. You may question God, why? But I'm sure that he has something wonderful and amazing planned for you, just have to hold on. What my aunt and grandma always told me "learn to love yourself before anything..." and I believe that saying is true. Keep your head up Fancy Fontilass, I love you dearly. Dorothy Joy Lapitan: You my dear, what can I say? Since freshman P.E. Year with Ms. Mejia. Going to the dance room after P.E. to fix our hair and make-up or to watch the boys dance during lunch. From Jerould, to Kevin, to Calvin. From our totes stoops bullshit sophmore year to beginning of junior year, <3llover, goodness...Can't forget about CFC-YOUTH...hahah! What would high school be like without you???? We've grown so much, and you're such a strong person. Please stay that way and don't change. Even though you've become quite an asshole, haha It's shmexy. Always keep in touch, duh. I love you Llover.



BESTFRIEND SHEH EHHH!!!
Sher Merjette Sandoval, a.k.a Best friend shehhhhh ehhhhh! Lol, wow. When did we meet?! Like, Sophmore year was it? Or no, I don't think it was official till like Junior year, 'cos of U.S. History with Thomas "the fucking tripod" with Citlali. Haha, anyways... Winter Color Guard, I can't believe you made me do that shit, what the flying fuck! :P It was fun though, thanks. Because of you I had the courage to tell Jesse that I liked him (seems forever ago, haha). So I thank you, Oh boyyy. You madear, also made my senior year amazing. Practicing for our Performance in English, de-virginizing me from Chipotle, POPCORN reading in weird accents, gosh gosh. iCON practices and you making me those yum-o sandwhiches of yours. I'm gonna miss you after this year, and I can't believe your leaving me ): UGH. BITCH! Haha JK (: Well nyeah, I wuvvv you bestfrensheehhh ehhhh. Keep in touch, and let's party before and after your birthday and when I leave for the Philippines.



Jesse Manivong.
Hey baby (: Of course I saved you for last. But honestly, who would've thought?! Me and You. I never would of imagine being stuck with a wonderful guy like you. But I somehow had a feeling that it was bound to happen. Throughout the 4 years
of high school, you were and still are my little high school crush. Would that make us like high school sweeties?!? Hahah, IDK. Our stupid arguments about stupid little things, no match for us. Our 4 months is this Saturday, may not seem very long, but it's enough to know that I love you. There's no specific time to know that you love someone, you just know it. I'll say those 3 precious words, over and over again, and I won't ever get tired of saying them.Baby we're graduating this year, together. Then who knows what the future will bring to us (i just got the chills :P), but whatever shit that God will put us through, we can handle it. Like you said, from Mr. McCoullough's Freshman P.E. Class to now, it still amazes me. I wanna thank you for everything baby, You picked me up when I was at rock-bottom. I just want you to always remember what I told you on Friday night, 'cos I said it from the bottom of my heart and I mean it. I seriously hope you don't get tired of me (: Ma ha ha. "shit mah asshole nigga". Oh maaaaang. You also made my senior wonderful. Waking up in the morning and looking forward to see you. Too add more to all the corny-ness, I'll be here for you no matter what. Please take care of my heart, i'm trusting you with it. You know I'll take good care of yours. I love you.






thank you guys.
love, Jastine Gayle Jaminal.

Last friday.

Hey bloggagers :)

about 20 minutes till I have to go to 3rd period I think. No, lie. 10 minutes. I'll make this quick. Well, This is the last Friday of high school I have left, and I'm starting to get really nervous and anxious. The thought of high school finally ending and graduation is begginning to hit me, like a fucking bitch slap to the face. I'm kind of sad, but excited... you know what I mean? Anyways. I just finished my resume, and after turning it in 20 times, it's perfect. I also get to use Mrs. Braun as a legit reference, siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiick. (:

Well THUGS,
Graduation is next friday, June 12, at 6:00PM. Please be there (: It'd mean alot to Jesse and I. I have 4 tickets, but IDK if i'm gonna be giving that to Jesse to his family and shit, but we'll see. Even though you guys don't have any tickets, ya'll can still come and watch, the view might be shitty, but fuck it! :) alright.

I'm gonna go.
Bye guys.

Graduation is NEXT WEEK.

HOLY CRAPPPPPPPP.


WT, you guys better come and watch Jesse and I grad (: if ever possible!

I miss you guys!